Wildfire-the-artist

That last Journal entry kinda sucked. But shit happens, and it is nice to vent. MOAR ARTSS STUFF, YEAAAAAAAAAAA

I wish I could draw better........... I guess I should take some kind of art class.......and have to get a grade on my artwork.........Which I'll fail.... Well, I hate my job, but I need it to pay the bills I own to my mom like car insurance, the car payment itself, STILL, phone charges, food gas etc. Wanting to move out because , Even though I love my family, I guess I could use some time away from them to see if I could even begin to make it on my own and if they would be able to handle not having me around, but I cant afford to move out, even to a cheep place, thats how little money I make. I think my boss thinks I am mentally handicappe

Well, Thanks to a Dear friend of mine, I have Photoshop on my own personal computer. No more waiting to use the school computer, no more only being able to use it fro an hour at a time. Just me sitting at home, doing art at my leisure, practicing, experimenting, etc. It feels good. In other aspects of my life, college is great. I feel like an adult, I feel like I am in a place where I can make my own opinions about current issues, somewhere I can just go learn, without worrying too much about weather I'll be able to graduate on time, or wonder if I'm the only one who actually cares about being there. It was quite terrifying my first couple